KIND OF A BLOG BUT NOT YA TYPICAL

AARE

I WAS SO VERY NERVOUS TO TAKE THESE PHOTOS. NOT ONLY HAS IT BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE POSED FOR A CAMERA BUT IM BARING MY BODY. SOMETHING THATS MINE, SOMETHING THAT I GET SO INSECURE ABOUT. IT'S NOT PERFECT, AND FOR SO LONG I HAD THE MOST TOXIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY BODY. BUT RECENTLY, I HAVE LEARNT TO LOVE IT SO VERY MUCH.

IT'S MINE, ITS NOT FLAWLESS BUT IM SO HAPPY. 

THIS SWIMSUIT CAPTURES ME, ITS SHINY YET MODEST IN A WAY. IT MAKES ME FEEL SO COMFORTABLE AND LIGHT AND BRIGHT. I BOUGHT IT TO WEAR UNDER MY FORMAL DRESS AND IM SO FREAKING EXCITED. THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS.

WEARING AARE

TAKEN BY MY DEAR FRIEND YASMIN

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SPRING BLOOM

So at the moment school’s got me all tied up. It seems tiring to write on here because I seem to be writing everywhere else, English, English extension, English extension two and following that two classes of History. I like writing essays. Did I give that away already?

But at this point it seems more like a chore. Writing on here that is, school has always been a chore. Only mufti days got me riled up to get there early, and even then I was able to shed a few tears. 

That doesn't stop the fact that I have stared blankly at this computer screen for what seems like forever, and that I have been home for the last 2 weeks, not going out nor seeing my friends and feel like I haven't conquered anything studying wise. I graduate in exactly 13 days and that seems so far fetched. The days are going so slow and so fast at the same time. Everything that I have hated and loved over the last 13 years is coming to an end and its so hard to comprehend. I have felt like an adult since I was 14, and craved being older for so long. Apparently emotionally, I'm the age of a toddler. But none the less this is such a massive step and its happening at the speed of light and in slow mo at the same time.  

School has taught me so much about myself, about my will power and resilience and how to fight back. I use to document a few adventures on here, or if your an OG on BONES. I have transformed and changed into new and completely different people along the way, keeping, shedding and learning values that I never though imaginable. I have met so many people that I cant wait to share more memories with, and others I cant wait to get rid of. School has provided a safe and war zone for me and its so strange to think there is a whole world out there that i’m about to fully commit myself to. Scary but so inviting, so exciting. So much to learn. So much to be and do and see. 

It feels like a transformation but at the same time this is just growing up, and I can bet on the fact that people in the years above me had these same anticipations and fears at this point, and so will those in the years below. 

I don’t have a big following, and even if I did I wouldn't feel the need to preach to it, but there’s a lot of things the people that do happen to follow me have taught me and explored with me along this journey. 

SO thank you, for watching me grow. 

CULTURE MACHINE X ADIDAS X GLUE

ITS BEEN A MINUTE..

I THINK I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT UP WITH SCHOOL, NOT STUDYING, AND NEGLECTING THIS WEBSITE UNTIL I DO SOMETHING INTERESTING OR AN EMAIL TO REMIND ME THAT PAYMENT IS OVERDUE. 

I HAVE BEEN DOING SOME EXCITING THINGS, AND MEETING SOME EXCITING PEOPLE AND COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TILL I GRADUATE, 89 BABY. 

I RECENTLY GOT THE CHANCE TO MODEL FOR AN ADIDAS CAMPUS CAMPAIGN FOR GLUE STORE THAT WAS SHOT BY CULTURE MACHINE. IT WAS SUCH AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN. DOING YOU ALL A FAVOUR AND NOT SPAMMING YOUR INSTAGRAM FEED WITH PHOTOS I DECIDED TO POST A BUNCH ON HERE.  

AS MY MONTHS GET BUSIER IN THE LEAD UP TO THE HSC I PROBABLY WON'T BE POSTING AS MUCH AS MY HEART DESIRES BUT WANT TO WRITE AS MUCH AS I CAN. I HAVE GONE BACK TO WRITING IN MY JOURNAL, TO PROVIDE A PLACE FOR ALL MY THOUGHTS/OVER THINKING TO BE LAID TO REST ON A BLANK PEICE OF PAPER. MEANING I'LL BE ABLE TO DISECT THE GOOD SHIT AND POST IT ON HERE. IT'S A WIN! YOU WONT GET TO HEAR MY MOODY RANTS BUT ONLY THE GOOD STUFF, BUT PROBABLY A BALANCE AT SOME POINTS, ITS NOT ALL DANDY. I'LL PROBABLY TALK A BIT BOUT MY HOROSCOPE BECAUSE AS LAME AS THAT IS THAT SHIT'S BEEN HITTING WAY TO CLOSE TO HOME. 

BELOW ARE A COLLECTION OF MY FAVOURITE PHOTOS FROM THE SHOOT, I WAS SO GRATEFUL TO BE APART OF SUCH A FUN PROJECT AND KNOW SUCH AN AMAZING GROUP OF CREATIVES. 

SHOT BY YASMINE ON FILM, AND KALE FILMING (CATCH THE VIDEO IN THE FRONT OF GLUE STORE)

FEATURING KAI, KATH AND EROMON